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[Dec. 29th, 2006|10:46 am] |
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wow forgot i had this thing........ whats everyone been up 2? |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2006|11:41 am] |
not alot is new....... just working. i have to work 6 days this week....i cant complain... i sooooo need the extra hours!! man, im so broke!!! but this is what i wanted... my own apartment...well i got it so no more complaining for now...anyway..
man, i think i wanna trade my car in. i want a honda!!!!! i drove one today,they drive sooo much better than my car...grrrrr. anyone wanna buy a neon? ;) grrrrr and i have so many payements 2 pay...ugh. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2005|08:05 am] |
yawn.... hello again..... im just sitting at the library...decided to stop by here before i went home.. just got off work.. waiting til the tanning bed place opens... i need 2 get darker....ummmm.......
well i met another guy..... a nice one this time!!! can ya believe it?? i work w/ him @ shoney's.. his name is trever... the only problem is that!!...........are u ready for this????????? he is 19!!!! yikeS!! jailbait....haha... jk.. its ok tho.. i wasnt 2 sure about it at 1st..but he is sooooo nice...awwwww. i have some pics but cant post em yet.... he came to the store and stayed w/ me for like 3 hours talking 2 me and brought me a rose...awww. we went 2 applebees yesterday and supposed 2 go out 2 a movie/dinner thursday.....im scared he might be 2 sweet tho..uhhhhh.. im used to being w/ punks..ive never been treated this way....hes already talking about being in a relationship.. not sure if im ready for that or not... who knows ??
im still living w / kellie.......trying to save up for my own place.... i hate roomates..she has her friend over like allll the time.. i like her and all but gosh i get tired of seein her all the time..is that mean?? i just want my own place so ill be happier...one day!!!!! hopefully soon!!!
i cant believe its almost xmas...its gonna be my 1st time being away from home.....:O(
umm.. well ill update more later. my hands hurt. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2005|08:46 am] |
wow.. its been awhile since ive updated... lets see what is new.... im still living in valdosta...been there for about 3 months now? im still working at shoneys.. i was working full time but we are soooooo slow now , im only working on the weekend, which really sucks..i like everyone i work w/ and the manager is really cool 2 talk 2 . i work there from 5-10 or 6-9...it all depends..
then i started flash foods about a month ago... 3rd shift..11-7... its alright so far. i like it alot..i loveeee not having a manager there to tell me what 2 do.. i can sit around and do nothing if i want 2 and noone 2 tell me what to do...i just hope i never get robbed..yikes!! i was so nervous my 1st night alone..its mainly abunch of stoopid drunk college kids comin in for beer..i meet more ppl there than shoneys.. ive been gettin paid overtime..my manager is supposed 2 be there at 6..she doesnt get there til about 8 am!! i get off @ 7..whewww. i dont care.. i cant complain.. i need all the extra $$$ i can get..
i went to farmers furniture the other day.. i got approved for $1500..wow i couldnt believe it.. i dont have bad credit , just alot on there.. so much im paying out right now.. but i got a bed..its a serta?? it felt really niiiice.. im supposed 2 get it 2morrow..in all it was like $853..which is alottttt more than i wanted to spend for a bed..but i needed one and i can make payments and itll build my credit...ahh.
the only bad thing is that im working at flash foods just to pay my bills.... my bills equal up to $887..then im only getting $150 every 2 weeks at shoneys..i guess that can be my extra spending money for gas and cigs.
i guess i wont be getting my own apartment any time soon!! im so tired of living w/ all these ppl... roomates suck!!!!! id so much rather be alone...ive never been the type to wanna be around alot of ppl..
i met a guy while i was working at shoneys, i went to the store next door...his name is ray..ive met him a few times.. he got my number..we have been talking for about a month now.. i really like him..why? i dont know .. i really dont.. u should hear the way he talks 2 me..why am i attracted to all these punks!? he says i always complain & im never happy... he gives me no reason 2 be... ive even let him borrow my car!! and i never ever do that... well except one time when i let lee use it..which was a mistake..i dont know.. i just think im doing 2 much for him when he hasnt done anything for me...but its about to stop, i dont wanna look stoopid anymore.. im not about 2 get attached to someone who doesnt care..this is not gonna be another lee thing...im not lettin myself get hurt!
those pics in the last entry are from jacksonville, florida..i went one morning after work.. whoaaa i was so tired...i worked both jobs sunday night , then mondaY morning i just left..by myself.. im tired of doing nothing but working and sleeping, so i just decided 2 go.. i couldve waited til i was off from work but i knew if i waited, i wouldve never went.. tired of talkin about stuff and never doing any of it.. it was niiice..i wanna go and stay one night.. i had 2 hurry up and leave cuz i had 2 work @ 11 that night.. i got lost on the way back.. this girl gave me wrong directions, drove about an hour out of my way..i got back about 6.. had about 3 hours of sleep..then went 2 work.....
and now.... im in thomaston..i came to see my mama and nephews..and i needed a break from valdosta..i stopped by macon to see my old workmates..they seemed happy to see me..bought some shirts...which i shouldnt have..cuz im broke!
i get homesick @ times...i miss everyone...allll this time i wanted to get out of thomaston, now that im out i wanna come back..ha..funny how things work out huh. but i guess it all depends on me..if im not happy where im at , how am i gonna be happy somewhere else.. how do u find happiness anyway!?!? id like to knowwwwww.......
well anyways, i guess thats about all that is new!! |
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[Jul. 20th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
its me again...yay! umm i dont remember the last entry i typed about??? owell .. if i repeat myself, im sorry..just read it again! thats if u even read it the 1st time...
just been working @ shoney's pretty much every day .. tues.-sun...its pretty easy..i like it sometimes..i hate being the hostess...grrr.im sooo not a friendly/smiley person that likes to greet ppl.. i hate ppl..so when ppl walk in i just smile..everybody else is like "WELCOME 2 SHONEYS". ehhhh...i havent got paid yet...ive been working since the 7th..im ready 2 get paid!!
i went to thomaston sunday night after work since i didnt have 2 work the next day..i stayed w/ mama..and packed abunch of my stuff..ahh i have 2 much junk..i stayed the night..got up the next day, packed everything..my car was soooo full...
i still dont have a bed..im sleeping on an air matress..it sucks!! it has a whole somewhere..everytime i wake up, its flat..grrr.might as well be sleeping on the floor..owell..i guess itll do until i can do better...my own daddy wont let me use his truck 2 bring my bed...he didnt even give me money 2 come back on..which i dont expect him 2...but ugh he makes me so mad..hes never really done anything for me..its always been my mama..shes been helping me the whole time ive been here...and he has more money than she does..owell....
i finally put my new york sparkle picture up last night..well actually i sat there the whole time and watched kellie and raschella put it up..i suck @ that kinda stuff..it took soooo long...its like 8 feet long...but its sooooo pretty.. i would take a pic but i left my camera in thomaston..waaah... my rooms lookin alot better..its not so empty anymore....
kellies friend rachella is really nice..last night was the 1st time i actually talked to her..her bf lives in pcb,fl..i told her i would take her if she pays half for gas..that would be sooo cool..i havent been to florida all summmer and i need 2 go!!
i like living here so far..altho i do get annoyed sometimes....gary..kellies brother who also lives w/ us..he has no car...he just got a job working like 2 min. from the house...but yet he still asks me 2 take him 2 work...ughhhh. he asked me this morning..after ive been gone all day, i went home 2 lay down..then i hear "knock knock".."can u take me 2 work"..i was like why cant kellie take u..he said she was asleep..@ 1st i told him 2 and 2 walk..but a few min later..i said i would..i know what its like not 2 have a ride..but damn!! its not my place 2 take him..its not like its 5000 miles away...itll be a 5 min walk im sure..but he dont want 2 bc "its hot"...whatever..if i had 2 walk , i would..but i felt bad bc i started thinkin what if it was me...i always do that..
umm lets see more annoying things...i was talking to kellie on the phone yesterday..she said she just got back from wal mart buying stuff, she said she bought some t.p...since she is wiping 5 pplz asses...
so when i got off work, i got my own....i dont need her buying me stuff like that..i can buy my own, shes not about to throw up she buys everything around the house..she said i didnt have 2 buy it..she was kidding when she said that bc one of her OLD roomates used 2 say stuff like that 2 her ...i dont care..she should know how it feels then..
and finally one more annoying thing....the other morning she woke me up!!!! thats a big no no!! she wanted to use my car to go somewhere, i said why..she said bc she didnt have a/c and it was hot..ok...1st of all i dont like ANYONE driving my car unless im w/ them..the ins.. is not even in my name..and if something happens im out of a car again..im not about 2 do that again..i told her i didnt like ppl using my car..that wasnt the 1st time its happened..she said nevermind, i told her 2 go ahead..she came back..put $5 in gas in..which was nice but still MY car..
but other than that..everythings been fine..i was very emotional at first...scared..and everyghing else..i still miss my mama and nephews...but atleast now i have all my pics . : )
i went to bed about 6 this morning.. i couldnt sleep..2day about 9 i went to this temp place..filled out a bunch of papers..they have a job...something about car wires?????? they pay $7.30...my shift is gonna be 11 pm to 7 am..wow..ive never had an overnight job b4..always wanted one tho..but im gonna be soooo tired!! esp..since i work @ shoneys 5-10..i left ,i had 2 go 2 the drs lab to take a drug test! hope i passed..jk.. i know i did. :) i have to go back in the morning @ 8...grrr. i hope i dont start anytime soon since ive been gettin up early lately..i dont know anything about no car wires!! hope they train me..and i hope it works out..cuz i need more money and more hours!!
welllllllll this is tooooooooooo long...esp when noone even comments!!!!! booooooooo yah!!!!!! DIE DIE DIE.
bye n0w. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|11:15 pm] |
what is up mi h0mieZ ?
im just sitting here on the comp. w/ nothing to do...deleted some of my older entries...not much is new..just been working, and being broke...grrr. i dont get paid until 2 weeks...im going crazy..ive never been this broke before...hopefully soon itll be ok..
we moved in our house 2day..yay!! i like it..every bedroom has diff. color walls...purple.green.pink,yellow,tan..i picked the tan one, itll match better w/ my stuff than the other ones...and plus its really dark in there, so i can sleep all day. :) its soooo nice to have my own bedroom...i really thought i was gonna go crazy stayin in that small motel room w/ 5 ppl!! o my goodness...that was awful!! never again! everyone was getting on my nerves... but now it should be better... i met the new roomate..jill..shes pretty nice..havent talked to her much..i dont have a bed...that sucks!!! i dont know when im gonna be able 2 afford 2 go 2 thomaston and borrow a truck..its sooo far 2 drive..owell maybe ill figure something out.
the other day i washed my phone in the washing machine...grrrrr.....it was saying bad battery..just like my other one that i dropped in tea...then 2night i tried and it started working...i talked on it for a few...and now i look over and its turned off.. this is just great!!!!!! it better work again.. i dont have the money to keep buying phones!! ugh..i need to be more careful.
welllll i think thats about all that is new...
if anyone has any extra change layin around, feel free 2 mail it 2 me!!!!!!!!!! haha...or an extra computer?? plzzzzzzzz. ;O) |
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[Jul. 7th, 2005|11:58 pm] |
73 Random Questions
1. ONE WISH? ummmm that i could see leeeee again and it would be like it used 2 b..waah!
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? lover
3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? fires
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? nah
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV? dont watch much tv, except roseanne!
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? no mam.
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? of course ;)
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? gray and black
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? naw
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? yikes.no
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS? nope, no talents @ all
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? somewhere @ a beach,,,dont matter
14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY? dont know.
15. CAN YOU SWIM? no.
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? nope never heard of it
17. DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? not really
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOSTIE POP? 369
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? sure.
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? never.yikes.
21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD? no
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS? electric
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? um no stand
24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? nope, im gonna die alone!!!!!!!
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? yes.
26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? nothing that i know of.
27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE U"? its been ages.
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE? dont know, probably not.
29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? no.havent been 2 any except one .
30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? scrambled and ketchup..mMmM
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB? um some .
33. WHAT TIME IS IT? 12 06
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? yeap many of them : n0.
35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? no way.mm im gettin hungry now!
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? few min ago
37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? bath
38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL? of course.
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED? mmm...yes!
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? yeah , gotta have the tv on or something.
41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? puter!!! newports,mt dew
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? creamy.
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK? yes
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? nope
45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? 1
46. IS DRUG-FREE THE WAY TO BE? sure.
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER? very
48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? brown
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? mmm..it could be better
51. LIQUOR OR BEER? liquor
52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC? naw, that would be cool
53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"? naw
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? nope
55. HAVE U EVER STOLEN MONEY? naw ! altho i need 2 hit up a few banks 2morrow! im brizzzzzoke!
56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD? no
57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING? nah
58. DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH? eek no
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC? "do youuuu belive in magicccccccc"
60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? uh thats what ive always heard.
61. DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? dont even believe in marriage !
62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? no sir.
63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES? lots
64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY? no, hot!
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? umm...mcdolds breakfast yesterday morning
66. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH? toes.
67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED? yes.
68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL? all those ringtone ones..grrrr.
69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? no.
70. DO YOU SNORE? not that i know of.
71. DO YOU CURRENTLY HAVE A CRUSH? No.
72. FAVORITE SONG? ummm right now......johnny lang-breaking me...sooo old but my fav.
73. EVER KISSED IN THE RAIN? cant say that i have. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|08:59 pm] |
NAME: h0llie
1. Given a homeless guy more than $5?
- n0pe.
2. Spent more than $500 on a bf/gf's gift or a night out?
- psssh...naw i never have that much & if i did...um no
3. Had sex with more than one person in a day?
- ahhh no..but hopefully one day!
4. Hooked up with a good friends bf/gf behind their back?
- somethin like that.
5. Dated two people at once?
- Nah
6. Actually met someone online that you didn't know before?
- Yeah
8. Failed more than one class?
- Mmm hmmm
9. Took someone's virginity when you weren't a virgin?
- Yeah
10. Dated someone from a different race?
- Yes.
11. Ran around naked outside ..daytime/night time?
- ew no
12. SCUBA dived?
- Nope.
13. Snorkled?
- no
14. Dated someone you didn't want your friends to meet?
- yeah
15. Got your stomach pumped, from alcohol poisoning?
- No mam
16. Threw up from alcohol?
- couple times
17. Been suspended from school?
- yeah
18. Kissed someone of the same sex?
- just a small peck
19. Wore a short skirt with out panties?
- no
20. Let a guy paint your toenails (girls) paint a girls toenails (guys)?
- no.. i hate my feet
21. Met someone famous?
- cant say that i have
22. Saved someone's life?
- umm nah
23. Seen someone die?
- yes.
24. Killed someone?
- Not yet
25. Been in a physical fight?
- yes.
26. Hooked up with someone 10yrs older or younger than you?
- nah 6 yrs older.
27. Been arrested?
- Nah.
28. Spent the night in jail?
- Nah.
29. Been in more than three car accidents in a year?
- nope.
30. Had sex outside?
- Yes
31. Given or gotten road head?
- nope
32. Had sex in your house when your parents were home?
- yeah
33. Had phone sex?
- a very long time ago
34. Been turned off by someone's personal hygiene "down there?"
- No
35. Told someone you loved them when you didn't?
- Nope.
37. Had a one night stand?
- mmm hmm
38. Triple Kissed?
- no
39. Had sex on the beach?
- yes..the drink ;)
40. Watched porn with someone else?
- yeah
41. Been fired from a job?
- yep..
42. Danced on top of a bar?
- No/ i dont dance @ all
43. Had sex somewhere in your high school?
- no
44. Bought a vibrator?
- yessss!! bought my 1st one a couple of weeks ago
45. Been in a porn shop?
- ya
46. Been in a dance competition?
- nooo
47. Had a threesome?
- nope
48. Spent more than one night in a hospital?
- not even one...knocks on woooooood
49. Overdosed on a drug?
- N0 |
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[May. 9th, 2005|09:20 pm] |
nothing new .. just thought i would post some more pics.. :D
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[Apr. 14th, 2005|07:32 pm] |
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went to see lee last night..he called me about 12...i shouldve known what he wanted...well i actually did but i just wanted to see him again. i havent in months..i wanted to see if i felt the same way...nope i dont ! not at all.. hes still the same old lee..hes never gonna change..it just took me soooo long to realize that..we didnt talk much @ all..he was all tryin 2 get some...but NOpe not this time..not ever again..im not about to be played again..it was very weird..he told me to call him when i got home, i didnt..dont think im going to..all this time i wanted him to feel the same about me as i felt for him..waited for nothing..owell.. im slowly learning from my mistakes and tryin to put my shitttttt past behind me....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
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